Its time for quiet....

After finally getting the kids in bed for the evening, not that they don't come down every 5-10 minutes, I have a chance to kick back and relax... ahhh... It's nice to sit down. Although my back still hurts from whacking it on the stair railing haha. I was actually able to get all the laundry done today, yeah! Its nice to have my two drawers full of clothes lol. Its also  nice to know that I will only be doing a single load tomorrow.

 On another note, after making dinner and feeding the kids I realized something... rice + 3 yr old = very messy floor. And you can just sweep up rice, you have to leave it there for an hour or so until it dries. Then you can sweep it up. The dogs didn't help either.

 Another evening alone with the kids. I think the ex expects me to be nice to her or something? I'll be civil if front of the kids and all, but why would I want to talk to someone thats cheated on you 4 times during your relationship? How can you be "friends" with someone like that? Before she left to go do whatever, she was asking "Is it ok if I go? Do you need anything while I'm out?". The whole time I'm thinking to myself, just leave, I obviously don't want to be around you. I don't talk to you and I don't want you to talk to me. Period. I mean what do you expect? We were together for over 4 years, and during that time I did everything! Sure she would cook maybe twice a week at times. But she wouldn't clean anything or do much with the kids unless I constantly said something about it. And anytime I said anything, she would freak out and it would start an argument. 4 years... I can't believe I lasted that long when I think about it.

 Well... it's almost over now. I won't have to deal with that anymore soon. I really can't wait to move... so much so that I much just get an apartment temporarily until I save up some money for a down payment on something small. I'd really like something that I can fix up relatively easily. Since I can do plumbing, electrical, gas lines and framing. I feel like it would be a nice project, something to occupy my spare time and maybe I can make a little money from it when I sell. I really hate apartments though... such a pain. The noise, the people, the crummy things you can't change. I really hope this mortgage broker has good news tomorrow...